Roy & I had a date at the movies the other night. We were leaving the house after I put on a pair of shoes I hadn't worn in a while. I remember thinking the right shoe was a little snug compared to the left...not a big deal though. We made a stop on the way and then enjoyed the time off of our feet for a couple hours. When we walked out of the theatre I looked down at my feet. BOTH shoes...not just one, had holes where the stitching was undone. It was so strange...did someone get down there with scissors in the dark? C'mon... really??

I was so intrigued by this. It made absolutely no sense in the natural. So I was like... Lord, is this a sign or a wonder? I was really desiring discernment over this. The verse that I heard was...
Mark 2:22 And no one puts new wine into old wineskins; or else the new wine bursts the wineskins, the wine is spilled, and the wineskins are ruined. But new wine must be put into new wineskins.It was then, a couple days later after having a horrible day that I found myself at the crossroads of Broken & Surrender. I had been praying, speaking, sharing, making lists for the last couple months or so of changes that I needed to make. Some old things I needed to walk away from & some new things I needed to embrace. I have reached the end of the road I have been traveling on...and Praise the Lord for that!! That road had detours like hardened heart, numbed & confused, bound & confined. The one main thing I have recognized through all of this is that I had given up my quiet time with the Lord each day. It really is no wonder why my life had so easily become such a mess and out of order.

My prayers can't be answered until I start traveling on this new road!! It was then that the above verse (Mark 2:22) was really resonating in my spirit. I experienced a peace that made no sense, right in the midst of the fierce battle that was raging inside of me between my flesh & my spirit. It was a good kind of numb, and quite strange to be free of emotion. Regardless of where I was, how badly I had been falling short...I was sure of my desire to rely on the Lord for direction and have a heart that is open and receptive to His leading. I am looking forward to the days ahead...His Love & Grace that will cover over me daily...even when I stumble or fall. I am sure of my victory and I look forward to the restoration of order on the way in many areas of my life in HIM.
The new shoes above have been transformed from the old...stripped down to be simple, open & transparent. Just as I desire my life to be! :)
Philippians 4:7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.